ALRIGHT
That's alright we may have a misunderstanding that's okay. Because I am your girl and you are my man, and that's just fine. Your touch drives me wild, we'll be alright. All we have to do is talk just for a while. We'll be alright. If we don't see eye to eye at least we know we tried. We've been through to much to let all the things get in the middle of it. We've climbed to high to fall, so let's talk about it. If we disagree than we might as well forget about it.In the end you will always love me and I will always love you.
Forever that is the name of our love. Forever, however is a long time. Forever that is how long we will remember one another. Forever that is how much we love one another. Forever that is how long will keep one another. Forever that is your fragrance for one another.Forever that is how many times we pray for one another. Forever that is how far deep we choose to be with one another. Forever that is our destination for one another. Forever that is how it will always be for one another. Forever that is the only sure way never to forget one another. Forever is your first name and Ever is my last name. Forever and Ever.
Tuesday, December 14, 2010
Sunday, December 5, 2010
Sacrifice
I use to love him but now I don't
As I look at what I've done. The type of life that I've lived how many things I pray the father will forgive. One situation involved a young man. He was the ocean and I was the sand. He stole my heart like a thief in the night, dulled my senses, and blurred my sight. I use to love him but now I don't. I chose a road of passion and pain. Sacrificed to much and waited in vain. Gave up my power ceased being Queen. Addicted to love like a drug of a fiend. Torn and confused, wasted and used, reached the crossroads which path would I choose. Stuck and frustrated I waited debated for something to happen that just wasn't fated. Thought what I wanted was something I needed. When Momma said no then I just should have heeded misled I bled till the poison was gone and out of the darkness arrived the street of dawn. Father you saved me and showed me that life was much more than being some foolish man's wife. Showed me that love was respect and devotion greater than planets deeper than oceans. My soul was weary but now it is replenished content because that part of my life is finished. I see him sometimes and the look in his eyes is one of a man who's lost treasures untold. But my heart is gold. I took back my soul and totally let my creator control the life which was his to begin with. I use to love him but now I don't.
you are the recurring hurt that renders in my heart. you are the spirit that haunts me until you seek your revenge. you can't let me go and you won't let me leave. you are the love that was lost, found, and lost again. you are cold and confined. you are selfish and uncaring. you choose never to dispose yourself of me. I am your reflection when you look in the mirror. I am the hurt that throbs of your pain internally and externally. I am the soul you have captured. I am the prisoner of your love. I am the one you lost yourself in, found yourself in, and lost yourself in again. I am the icebox in which you have conformed into. I am the caregiver you have chosen to neglect. I am the road most traveled on in which your footprints have been imprinted.I am your reflection.
As I look at what I've done. The type of life that I've lived how many things I pray the father will forgive. One situation involved a young man. He was the ocean and I was the sand. He stole my heart like a thief in the night, dulled my senses, and blurred my sight. I use to love him but now I don't. I chose a road of passion and pain. Sacrificed to much and waited in vain. Gave up my power ceased being Queen. Addicted to love like a drug of a fiend. Torn and confused, wasted and used, reached the crossroads which path would I choose. Stuck and frustrated I waited debated for something to happen that just wasn't fated. Thought what I wanted was something I needed. When Momma said no then I just should have heeded misled I bled till the poison was gone and out of the darkness arrived the street of dawn. Father you saved me and showed me that life was much more than being some foolish man's wife. Showed me that love was respect and devotion greater than planets deeper than oceans. My soul was weary but now it is replenished content because that part of my life is finished. I see him sometimes and the look in his eyes is one of a man who's lost treasures untold. But my heart is gold. I took back my soul and totally let my creator control the life which was his to begin with. I use to love him but now I don't.
you are the recurring hurt that renders in my heart. you are the spirit that haunts me until you seek your revenge. you can't let me go and you won't let me leave. you are the love that was lost, found, and lost again. you are cold and confined. you are selfish and uncaring. you choose never to dispose yourself of me. I am your reflection when you look in the mirror. I am the hurt that throbs of your pain internally and externally. I am the soul you have captured. I am the prisoner of your love. I am the one you lost yourself in, found yourself in, and lost yourself in again. I am the icebox in which you have conformed into. I am the caregiver you have chosen to neglect. I am the road most traveled on in which your footprints have been imprinted.I am your reflection.
Understand
Are you lonesome tonight
Stranger to my eyes. Are you sorry we drifted apart? Does your memory stray to a brighter sunny day when you kissed me and called me your sweetheart? Is your heart filled with pain? Shall I come back again? You know someone once told me that the world was one big stage and each of us play a part.Fate had me playing in love as your sweetheart. Act one is where we met. Youloved me at first glance Your read your lines so cleverly and never missed a que. Then came act two you seemed to change and acted strange. Why I'll never know. Hone you lied when you said you loved me and I had no cause to doubt you. But I'd rather go on hearing your lies than go on living without you. Now the stage is bare and I'm standing there with emptiness all around. And if you were to back to me then make them bring the curtain down.
Understand that I love you, loved you, and love you again. Understand that I cared for you,cared for you,and care for you again. Understand that you betrayed me. Understand that you deceived me. Understand me. Understand that it is an unsettling ache that will never heal, perhaps in this case time will be the best judgment. Understand that we had our time and for all one knows there may be another time, perhaps in this case time will be the best judgment. Understand that with each return you recondition the unwanted and the unnecessary vessels that are irrelevant for the heart to function. Understand that the seams of yesterday come undone and the sting hurts all over again. Fresh to me flesh. Fresh to death. Suicide wrist red if you will. Understand that your voice skips straight to my last nerve and slits the unavoidable veins that trigger agony, misery, and pain. Understand that your touch awakens my heart. Understand that your presence is unbearable. Understand me.
I understand the love in you. I understand the care in you .Understand that I am walking away from love.
Stranger to my eyes. Are you sorry we drifted apart? Does your memory stray to a brighter sunny day when you kissed me and called me your sweetheart? Is your heart filled with pain? Shall I come back again? You know someone once told me that the world was one big stage and each of us play a part.Fate had me playing in love as your sweetheart. Act one is where we met. Youloved me at first glance Your read your lines so cleverly and never missed a que. Then came act two you seemed to change and acted strange. Why I'll never know. Hone you lied when you said you loved me and I had no cause to doubt you. But I'd rather go on hearing your lies than go on living without you. Now the stage is bare and I'm standing there with emptiness all around. And if you were to back to me then make them bring the curtain down.
Understand that I love you, loved you, and love you again. Understand that I cared for you,cared for you,and care for you again. Understand that you betrayed me. Understand that you deceived me. Understand me. Understand that it is an unsettling ache that will never heal, perhaps in this case time will be the best judgment. Understand that we had our time and for all one knows there may be another time, perhaps in this case time will be the best judgment. Understand that with each return you recondition the unwanted and the unnecessary vessels that are irrelevant for the heart to function. Understand that the seams of yesterday come undone and the sting hurts all over again. Fresh to me flesh. Fresh to death. Suicide wrist red if you will. Understand that your voice skips straight to my last nerve and slits the unavoidable veins that trigger agony, misery, and pain. Understand that your touch awakens my heart. Understand that your presence is unbearable. Understand me.
I understand the love in you. I understand the care in you .Understand that I am walking away from love.
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