ALRIGHT
That's alright we may have a misunderstanding that's okay. Because I am your girl and you are my man, and that's just fine. Your touch drives me wild, we'll be alright. All we have to do is talk just for a while. We'll be alright. If we don't see eye to eye at least we know we tried. We've been through to much to let all the things get in the middle of it. We've climbed to high to fall, so let's talk about it. If we disagree than we might as well forget about it.In the end you will always love me and I will always love you.
Forever that is the name of our love. Forever, however is a long time. Forever that is how long we will remember one another. Forever that is how much we love one another. Forever that is how long will keep one another. Forever that is your fragrance for one another.Forever that is how many times we pray for one another. Forever that is how far deep we choose to be with one another. Forever that is our destination for one another. Forever that is how it will always be for one another. Forever that is the only sure way never to forget one another. Forever is your first name and Ever is my last name. Forever and Ever.
Tuesday, December 14, 2010
Sunday, December 5, 2010
Sacrifice
I use to love him but now I don't
As I look at what I've done. The type of life that I've lived how many things I pray the father will forgive. One situation involved a young man. He was the ocean and I was the sand. He stole my heart like a thief in the night, dulled my senses, and blurred my sight. I use to love him but now I don't. I chose a road of passion and pain. Sacrificed to much and waited in vain. Gave up my power ceased being Queen. Addicted to love like a drug of a fiend. Torn and confused, wasted and used, reached the crossroads which path would I choose. Stuck and frustrated I waited debated for something to happen that just wasn't fated. Thought what I wanted was something I needed. When Momma said no then I just should have heeded misled I bled till the poison was gone and out of the darkness arrived the street of dawn. Father you saved me and showed me that life was much more than being some foolish man's wife. Showed me that love was respect and devotion greater than planets deeper than oceans. My soul was weary but now it is replenished content because that part of my life is finished. I see him sometimes and the look in his eyes is one of a man who's lost treasures untold. But my heart is gold. I took back my soul and totally let my creator control the life which was his to begin with. I use to love him but now I don't.
you are the recurring hurt that renders in my heart. you are the spirit that haunts me until you seek your revenge. you can't let me go and you won't let me leave. you are the love that was lost, found, and lost again. you are cold and confined. you are selfish and uncaring. you choose never to dispose yourself of me. I am your reflection when you look in the mirror. I am the hurt that throbs of your pain internally and externally. I am the soul you have captured. I am the prisoner of your love. I am the one you lost yourself in, found yourself in, and lost yourself in again. I am the icebox in which you have conformed into. I am the caregiver you have chosen to neglect. I am the road most traveled on in which your footprints have been imprinted.I am your reflection.
As I look at what I've done. The type of life that I've lived how many things I pray the father will forgive. One situation involved a young man. He was the ocean and I was the sand. He stole my heart like a thief in the night, dulled my senses, and blurred my sight. I use to love him but now I don't. I chose a road of passion and pain. Sacrificed to much and waited in vain. Gave up my power ceased being Queen. Addicted to love like a drug of a fiend. Torn and confused, wasted and used, reached the crossroads which path would I choose. Stuck and frustrated I waited debated for something to happen that just wasn't fated. Thought what I wanted was something I needed. When Momma said no then I just should have heeded misled I bled till the poison was gone and out of the darkness arrived the street of dawn. Father you saved me and showed me that life was much more than being some foolish man's wife. Showed me that love was respect and devotion greater than planets deeper than oceans. My soul was weary but now it is replenished content because that part of my life is finished. I see him sometimes and the look in his eyes is one of a man who's lost treasures untold. But my heart is gold. I took back my soul and totally let my creator control the life which was his to begin with. I use to love him but now I don't.
you are the recurring hurt that renders in my heart. you are the spirit that haunts me until you seek your revenge. you can't let me go and you won't let me leave. you are the love that was lost, found, and lost again. you are cold and confined. you are selfish and uncaring. you choose never to dispose yourself of me. I am your reflection when you look in the mirror. I am the hurt that throbs of your pain internally and externally. I am the soul you have captured. I am the prisoner of your love. I am the one you lost yourself in, found yourself in, and lost yourself in again. I am the icebox in which you have conformed into. I am the caregiver you have chosen to neglect. I am the road most traveled on in which your footprints have been imprinted.I am your reflection.
Understand
Are you lonesome tonight
Stranger to my eyes. Are you sorry we drifted apart? Does your memory stray to a brighter sunny day when you kissed me and called me your sweetheart? Is your heart filled with pain? Shall I come back again? You know someone once told me that the world was one big stage and each of us play a part.Fate had me playing in love as your sweetheart. Act one is where we met. Youloved me at first glance Your read your lines so cleverly and never missed a que. Then came act two you seemed to change and acted strange. Why I'll never know. Hone you lied when you said you loved me and I had no cause to doubt you. But I'd rather go on hearing your lies than go on living without you. Now the stage is bare and I'm standing there with emptiness all around. And if you were to back to me then make them bring the curtain down.
Understand that I love you, loved you, and love you again. Understand that I cared for you,cared for you,and care for you again. Understand that you betrayed me. Understand that you deceived me. Understand me. Understand that it is an unsettling ache that will never heal, perhaps in this case time will be the best judgment. Understand that we had our time and for all one knows there may be another time, perhaps in this case time will be the best judgment. Understand that with each return you recondition the unwanted and the unnecessary vessels that are irrelevant for the heart to function. Understand that the seams of yesterday come undone and the sting hurts all over again. Fresh to me flesh. Fresh to death. Suicide wrist red if you will. Understand that your voice skips straight to my last nerve and slits the unavoidable veins that trigger agony, misery, and pain. Understand that your touch awakens my heart. Understand that your presence is unbearable. Understand me.
I understand the love in you. I understand the care in you .Understand that I am walking away from love.
Stranger to my eyes. Are you sorry we drifted apart? Does your memory stray to a brighter sunny day when you kissed me and called me your sweetheart? Is your heart filled with pain? Shall I come back again? You know someone once told me that the world was one big stage and each of us play a part.Fate had me playing in love as your sweetheart. Act one is where we met. Youloved me at first glance Your read your lines so cleverly and never missed a que. Then came act two you seemed to change and acted strange. Why I'll never know. Hone you lied when you said you loved me and I had no cause to doubt you. But I'd rather go on hearing your lies than go on living without you. Now the stage is bare and I'm standing there with emptiness all around. And if you were to back to me then make them bring the curtain down.
Understand that I love you, loved you, and love you again. Understand that I cared for you,cared for you,and care for you again. Understand that you betrayed me. Understand that you deceived me. Understand me. Understand that it is an unsettling ache that will never heal, perhaps in this case time will be the best judgment. Understand that we had our time and for all one knows there may be another time, perhaps in this case time will be the best judgment. Understand that with each return you recondition the unwanted and the unnecessary vessels that are irrelevant for the heart to function. Understand that the seams of yesterday come undone and the sting hurts all over again. Fresh to me flesh. Fresh to death. Suicide wrist red if you will. Understand that your voice skips straight to my last nerve and slits the unavoidable veins that trigger agony, misery, and pain. Understand that your touch awakens my heart. Understand that your presence is unbearable. Understand me.
I understand the love in you. I understand the care in you .Understand that I am walking away from love.
Thursday, September 30, 2010
summer love drift
I never dreamed you'd leave in summer
You said you would be here when it rained. I thought you would be here when it rained. I thought you would go then come back home. Why didn't you stay?
My friend, my really good friend. I will miss you. In less than a year we have gone from strangers to life long friends. You have helped emphasized the importance of self will, persistence, and accountability. In less than a year you have graciously welcomed me, supported me, and continuously rewarded me. In less than year you have witnessed me soar to my full potential and willingly offered more than words of encouragement. In a short period of time our relationship has matured and will continue to age beautifully. Imagine, all of this in less than a year. What more of a lifetime? Although our paths may separate I will always remember the wonders of our friendship. The weight of your love surpasses my gratitude note. From the bottom of my heart. My good friend I will miss you, I will always miss you.
You said you would be here when it rained. I thought you would be here when it rained. I thought you would go then come back home. Why didn't you stay?
My friend, my really good friend. I will miss you. In less than a year we have gone from strangers to life long friends. You have helped emphasized the importance of self will, persistence, and accountability. In less than a year you have graciously welcomed me, supported me, and continuously rewarded me. In less than year you have witnessed me soar to my full potential and willingly offered more than words of encouragement. In a short period of time our relationship has matured and will continue to age beautifully. Imagine, all of this in less than a year. What more of a lifetime? Although our paths may separate I will always remember the wonders of our friendship. The weight of your love surpasses my gratitude note. From the bottom of my heart. My good friend I will miss you, I will always miss you.
Distant Lover
To far apart to bridge the difference but something keeps us hanging on and on. Pretending not know the difference. Denying what we had is gone, every moment were together. It's breaking me down. I know we swore it was forever but it hurts too much to stay around. We were as one for a moment in time and it seemed everlasting that you would always be mine. You will always be a part of indefinitely, and we'll linger on. Time can't erase feeling this strong. You and I will always be.
You wanted to feel loved so I loved you. I wanted to be in love so you loved me. You didn't understand why it had been so hard for me to enunciate such a simple four letter word. You held my face, looked into my eyes, and told me never to shy away. I watched my tear tread down my honey kissed face and trickle on to your rough riveted calloused hands. You caught my tear with the single stroke of your index. Your piercing blues wouldn't allow my sultry browns to hide. There was nowhere for me to run but into your arms. Brushing off your sweet embrace was a sin. As you caressed my face I pillowed my cheek into your palm. We were unified into one pulsating beat slow and steady. My heartbeat came to life and the scent of lust filled the air. I opened my eyes and there you were starring at me with such openness. Ready to comfort, console,and conquer your territory. We caught each other's glance and it was there that words were unnecessary for me to voice why it had been so difficult for me to L O V E. You were so confident and eager to take flight. I vowed to follow your direction as long as you would lead.I handed over all of me right then and there. If you didn't know then at least know you know.
Long after you broke my heart and I forgave. You never saw nor did you hear my long nights of tear soaked love notes I confessed to you in the dark. It was not right but it was ok. My heart beat alone and too a much slower beat. I tried to mend but my heart could not hold true to it's shape. I watched myself morph into an unfamiliar image of what appeared to be a broken girl. I was alone, weak, and discontent. I was walking with my echo and talking with my shadow in replacement of you. You were busy and I felt wrong to intrude. I gave you space and loved you from a distance. If I am not mistaken my sickened state was the opposite of your prime intentions.
Reawakening followed. We refreshed ourselves and reconditioned for a new start. Our passion never failed us as we continued to be fueled and empowered by our love. It wore of a lot sooner than either one of us expected. Back at it again our cycle turned for the worse. I wrote some more and cried even more than before. I still felt your loving presence but it wasn't enough for me to stay. I didn't want your attention anymore so I blindly let you go. We finally reached the unthinkable state. Like Romeo and Juliet we found it impossible to move on without one another. A familiar excerpt comes to mind , " people so seldom say I love you and it's either to late or love goes. So when I tell you I love you it doesn't mean I know you'll never go only that I wish you didn't have to." What is righteous in the beginning will always be righteous in the end. One day you will hold my face in your palms and by then it will be forever. That my love is the very reason I L O V E.
You wanted to feel loved so I loved you. I wanted to be in love so you loved me. You didn't understand why it had been so hard for me to enunciate such a simple four letter word. You held my face, looked into my eyes, and told me never to shy away. I watched my tear tread down my honey kissed face and trickle on to your rough riveted calloused hands. You caught my tear with the single stroke of your index. Your piercing blues wouldn't allow my sultry browns to hide. There was nowhere for me to run but into your arms. Brushing off your sweet embrace was a sin. As you caressed my face I pillowed my cheek into your palm. We were unified into one pulsating beat slow and steady. My heartbeat came to life and the scent of lust filled the air. I opened my eyes and there you were starring at me with such openness. Ready to comfort, console,and conquer your territory. We caught each other's glance and it was there that words were unnecessary for me to voice why it had been so difficult for me to L O V E. You were so confident and eager to take flight. I vowed to follow your direction as long as you would lead.I handed over all of me right then and there. If you didn't know then at least know you know.
Long after you broke my heart and I forgave. You never saw nor did you hear my long nights of tear soaked love notes I confessed to you in the dark. It was not right but it was ok. My heart beat alone and too a much slower beat. I tried to mend but my heart could not hold true to it's shape. I watched myself morph into an unfamiliar image of what appeared to be a broken girl. I was alone, weak, and discontent. I was walking with my echo and talking with my shadow in replacement of you. You were busy and I felt wrong to intrude. I gave you space and loved you from a distance. If I am not mistaken my sickened state was the opposite of your prime intentions.
Reawakening followed. We refreshed ourselves and reconditioned for a new start. Our passion never failed us as we continued to be fueled and empowered by our love. It wore of a lot sooner than either one of us expected. Back at it again our cycle turned for the worse. I wrote some more and cried even more than before. I still felt your loving presence but it wasn't enough for me to stay. I didn't want your attention anymore so I blindly let you go. We finally reached the unthinkable state. Like Romeo and Juliet we found it impossible to move on without one another. A familiar excerpt comes to mind , " people so seldom say I love you and it's either to late or love goes. So when I tell you I love you it doesn't mean I know you'll never go only that I wish you didn't have to." What is righteous in the beginning will always be righteous in the end. One day you will hold my face in your palms and by then it will be forever. That my love is the very reason I L O V E.
Friday, September 10, 2010
Understand
Are You Lonesome Tonight
Stranger to my eyes. Are you lonesome tonight. Are you sorry we drifted apart. Does your memory stray to a brighter sunny day when you kissed me and called me your sweetheart? Is your heart filled with pain? Shall I come back again? You know someone once told me that the world was one big stage and each of us play a part. Fate had me playing in love as your sweetheart. Act one is where we met.You loved me at first glance. Your read your lines so cleverly and never missed a Que. Then came act two you seemed to change you acted strange and why I've never known. Honey you lied when you said you loved me and I had no cause to doubt you. But I'd rather go on not hearing your lies than to go living without you. Now the stage is bare and I'm standing there with emptiness all around, and I suppose if I don't come back then they can bring the curtain down.
Understand that I love you,loved you, and love you again. Understand that I care for you, cared for you, and care for you again. Understand that I feel that way, felt that way, and feel that way again. Understand that you betrayed me. Understand that you deceived me. Understand me. Understand that it is an unsettling ache that will never heal, perhaps in this case time will be the best judgment.Understand that we had our time and for all one knows there may be another time. Perhaps time will be the best judgment. Understand that with each return you recondition the unwanted and the unnecessary vessels that are irrelevant for the heart to function. Understand that the seams of yesterday come undone and the sting hurts all over again. Fresh to my flesh. Fresh to death. Suicide wrist red if you will. Understand your voice skips straight to my last nerve and slits the unavoidable veins that trigger agony,misery, and pain. Understand your touch awaken my heart. Understand that your presence is unbearable. Understand me.
I understand the love in you. I understand the care in you. Understand that I've turned my back on love. Understand that I am walking away from love.
Stranger to my eyes. Are you lonesome tonight. Are you sorry we drifted apart. Does your memory stray to a brighter sunny day when you kissed me and called me your sweetheart? Is your heart filled with pain? Shall I come back again? You know someone once told me that the world was one big stage and each of us play a part. Fate had me playing in love as your sweetheart. Act one is where we met.You loved me at first glance. Your read your lines so cleverly and never missed a Que. Then came act two you seemed to change you acted strange and why I've never known. Honey you lied when you said you loved me and I had no cause to doubt you. But I'd rather go on not hearing your lies than to go living without you. Now the stage is bare and I'm standing there with emptiness all around, and I suppose if I don't come back then they can bring the curtain down.
Understand that I love you,loved you, and love you again. Understand that I care for you, cared for you, and care for you again. Understand that I feel that way, felt that way, and feel that way again. Understand that you betrayed me. Understand that you deceived me. Understand me. Understand that it is an unsettling ache that will never heal, perhaps in this case time will be the best judgment.Understand that we had our time and for all one knows there may be another time. Perhaps time will be the best judgment. Understand that with each return you recondition the unwanted and the unnecessary vessels that are irrelevant for the heart to function. Understand that the seams of yesterday come undone and the sting hurts all over again. Fresh to my flesh. Fresh to death. Suicide wrist red if you will. Understand your voice skips straight to my last nerve and slits the unavoidable veins that trigger agony,misery, and pain. Understand your touch awaken my heart. Understand that your presence is unbearable. Understand me.
I understand the love in you. I understand the care in you. Understand that I've turned my back on love. Understand that I am walking away from love.
Tuesday, May 18, 2010
Picture Our Love
Endless Love
My love there is only you in my life. Your every breath that I take, every step that I make. I want to share all my love with you, nobody else will do. Your eyes tell me how much you care. Two hearts that beat as one. Our lives have just begun.You will always be my endless love.
When I say I love you I mean it. When you say I love you you live it. When I am the farthest from you, you tell me that is when you feel the closest to me. When you are the closest to me I tell you that is when I cannot live without you. We love, we let go , we love again and again. The image of our love can be painted similar to that of and ocean liner gliding along the deep seas. On a voyage to a land inconceivable by imagination and ungraspable by reality. Magnanimous,momentous, and mysterious yes honey that is our love. I am the body strong and sound. You are the proprietor quick and irrefutable. Together we navigate the seas and find mesmeric and alluring sights that only intensify our magnetic forces to become even more invincible than ever before. At sea the location of our love is unknown but our destination reveals itself known only to you and I. Our love set sail in the most translucent shores and one day will return to dock the same way it left. Our fate is endless love.
My love there is only you in my life. Your every breath that I take, every step that I make. I want to share all my love with you, nobody else will do. Your eyes tell me how much you care. Two hearts that beat as one. Our lives have just begun.You will always be my endless love.
When I say I love you I mean it. When you say I love you you live it. When I am the farthest from you, you tell me that is when you feel the closest to me. When you are the closest to me I tell you that is when I cannot live without you. We love, we let go , we love again and again. The image of our love can be painted similar to that of and ocean liner gliding along the deep seas. On a voyage to a land inconceivable by imagination and ungraspable by reality. Magnanimous,momentous, and mysterious yes honey that is our love. I am the body strong and sound. You are the proprietor quick and irrefutable. Together we navigate the seas and find mesmeric and alluring sights that only intensify our magnetic forces to become even more invincible than ever before. At sea the location of our love is unknown but our destination reveals itself known only to you and I. Our love set sail in the most translucent shores and one day will return to dock the same way it left. Our fate is endless love.
Remember Us
Vision of Love
Treated me kind, sweet destiny. It took so long still I believed somehow the one that I needed would find me eventually. Prayed through the night, felt so alone. Suffered from alienation and carried the weight on my own. Had to be strong so I believed and now I know I have succeeded in finding the place I conceived. I had a vision of love and that was all that you've given to me. I will be eternally grateful holding you so close to me. I had a vision love and it was all that it turned out to be.
You are not wrong but you are not right. I am not right but I am not wrong. We fell deep into our own love on our own time. How did we become I? How did we become you? Your lifestyle changed, your love did not. My lifestyle remained, my love did not. We planned for forever and settled only for always. When one is weak, the other is strong. When one is down the other is up. Sometimes change is for the best other times for the worst. I watched you change. You watched me change. You changed for you and you only. I changed me for us and us only. Time persisted and we did not. I was charitable you were reckless. You were kind I was hostile. Soon enough our compromise pointed to the unimaginable...departure. I shed my first tear and I watched you drown. We tried to revive one another in our last most intimate and passionate escape. I love you. You love me. We love only for each other. Just like the beginning we vowed to settle only for always, forever that will remain. Our love is genius and that is what we both must remember because together we are brilliant.
Treated me kind, sweet destiny. It took so long still I believed somehow the one that I needed would find me eventually. Prayed through the night, felt so alone. Suffered from alienation and carried the weight on my own. Had to be strong so I believed and now I know I have succeeded in finding the place I conceived. I had a vision of love and that was all that you've given to me. I will be eternally grateful holding you so close to me. I had a vision love and it was all that it turned out to be.
You are not wrong but you are not right. I am not right but I am not wrong. We fell deep into our own love on our own time. How did we become I? How did we become you? Your lifestyle changed, your love did not. My lifestyle remained, my love did not. We planned for forever and settled only for always. When one is weak, the other is strong. When one is down the other is up. Sometimes change is for the best other times for the worst. I watched you change. You watched me change. You changed for you and you only. I changed me for us and us only. Time persisted and we did not. I was charitable you were reckless. You were kind I was hostile. Soon enough our compromise pointed to the unimaginable...departure. I shed my first tear and I watched you drown. We tried to revive one another in our last most intimate and passionate escape. I love you. You love me. We love only for each other. Just like the beginning we vowed to settle only for always, forever that will remain. Our love is genius and that is what we both must remember because together we are brilliant.
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