Tell Him
Let me patient, let me be kind, make me unselfish without being blind. Though I may suffer I'll envy it not. And endure what what comes because he's all I got. Tell him I need him. Tell him I love him. Tell him it will be alright. Now I may have faith to make mountains fall but, If I lack love than I am nothing at all. I can give away everything I posses but, left without love then I have no happiness. I know I'm imperfect and not without sin, but now that I'm older all childish things end. I'll never be jealous but I won't be too kind because love is not boastful and love is not loud. Now I may have wisdom and knowledge on earth but if I speak wrong than what it is worth? See what we know is nothing compared to the love that was shown when our lives were spared. Tell him.
I've known this kind of love for a long time. For a while it disappeared and I thought it would never resurface. Indeed with your placid positioning in my life that love reappeared. You are the perfect situation that needed to happen in order for the love in me to be restored, reproduced, and redistributed. You are the reminder that my heart beats true to every beat. Equivalent to the blood that runs through my veins your smooth spoken vibes stream only of steadiness, simplicity and succulent sensation. Freedom of loving blindly, loving surely, and loving genuinely are the rewarding and reassured symptoms that have yet to be revived in me. You are the love that describes me best passionate, powerful, lyrical, hopeful, delightful, sinfully delicious. Your ability to draw sentimental strengths out rise above and over me. That is my kind of love. That is what love is to me.You are the love that was lost in me but now has been found.
Monday, December 7, 2009
Sunday, November 22, 2009
Look what we started
Break You off
I feel your vision on me.There is no denying the strength of this attraction. Working with you won't be taking a loss.
I like you and I think of you as much as my brain has allotted me to. You are honest and real. Character traits that are not always in conjunction with each other nor apparent at such an early stage in any relation. I do not know that it is fair for me to assign these bold face features to your name but, my aura readings are typically in in the correct range of motion. In this short period of us I have learned much about your determined spirit. Your self sufficient and ambitious survival techniques inspire the center of my motivational drive. Your seductive taste in my physical as well as my non physical attributes heighten my inner ego.
We do not talk alike or even look alike. In fact we aren't alike at all. I believe that this is why we do like, each other in particular. The concept of 'like' is not striking enough to carry through the healthy and lengthy friendship that has already been secured in place. Companionship on the other hand has proven thus far to be our building block. Solidity and cohesiveness have been the benefits of our tenacious and timeless ties. Although our lives do not permit constant contact we are able to unify on numerous levels. Our exceptional tolerance of distance has made it so that we are actually closer than what it literally is. This is made possible due to small amounts of verbal exchange and a large amounts of reciprocation formats permitted by our self indulgent yet non absorbent selves. Our current calculation promises a wealthy and wise disposition feeling of an unruly love. We are not in love but, we love our relation. True, we have not known each other for long. True, we will never forget each other for long.
I feel your vision on me.There is no denying the strength of this attraction. Working with you won't be taking a loss.
I like you and I think of you as much as my brain has allotted me to. You are honest and real. Character traits that are not always in conjunction with each other nor apparent at such an early stage in any relation. I do not know that it is fair for me to assign these bold face features to your name but, my aura readings are typically in in the correct range of motion. In this short period of us I have learned much about your determined spirit. Your self sufficient and ambitious survival techniques inspire the center of my motivational drive. Your seductive taste in my physical as well as my non physical attributes heighten my inner ego.
We do not talk alike or even look alike. In fact we aren't alike at all. I believe that this is why we do like, each other in particular. The concept of 'like' is not striking enough to carry through the healthy and lengthy friendship that has already been secured in place. Companionship on the other hand has proven thus far to be our building block. Solidity and cohesiveness have been the benefits of our tenacious and timeless ties. Although our lives do not permit constant contact we are able to unify on numerous levels. Our exceptional tolerance of distance has made it so that we are actually closer than what it literally is. This is made possible due to small amounts of verbal exchange and a large amounts of reciprocation formats permitted by our self indulgent yet non absorbent selves. Our current calculation promises a wealthy and wise disposition feeling of an unruly love. We are not in love but, we love our relation. True, we have not known each other for long. True, we will never forget each other for long.
Thursday, October 1, 2009
I Love You Means I Can't Live Without You
Open Arms
So now I come to you with open arms. Wanting to hold you. Wanting you near. Nothing to hide. Believe what I say. Hoping you'll see what your love means to me.
For most of my life you have been far, not by choice of course. Perhaps it would have been different if we never met. Incorrect,mystery channels the unknown. You are the known prey on my mind that I will always own up to. You are my mother, father, brother, and sister from afar. You are the missing part of me that I treasure and think of redundantly. You are the part of me that I wish experienced my journey from the ground up. You are the part of me that I wish I could run to in my darkest of days. You are the part of me I see in the mirror everyday but, is not quite there. You are the part of me that I cry for the most, talk about the most, and act like the most. You are the part of me that sews together the seams of my pride. You are the part of me that I credit my intelligence and the whole of my well being. You are the part of me that is my best kept secret. You are the pendulum that gives me momentum when I stand alone. You are my pillars of strength when I fall weak to the cruelties of this world. You are my well that rejuvenates without expectation of repayment. You are my shield and serve as my coat of arms. You are my groundwork that unmistakably functions as my support more than anything.
You hold a part of me that no other man nor woman will ever be capable of understanding or care to recognize. You hold a part of me that accepts with open arms. You hold a part of me that knows only you I can really console in. For I am in you and you are in me. You are the essential in me with love, first and foremost.
So now I come to you with open arms. Wanting to hold you. Wanting you near. Nothing to hide. Believe what I say. Hoping you'll see what your love means to me.
For most of my life you have been far, not by choice of course. Perhaps it would have been different if we never met. Incorrect,mystery channels the unknown. You are the known prey on my mind that I will always own up to. You are my mother, father, brother, and sister from afar. You are the missing part of me that I treasure and think of redundantly. You are the part of me that I wish experienced my journey from the ground up. You are the part of me that I wish I could run to in my darkest of days. You are the part of me I see in the mirror everyday but, is not quite there. You are the part of me that I cry for the most, talk about the most, and act like the most. You are the part of me that sews together the seams of my pride. You are the part of me that I credit my intelligence and the whole of my well being. You are the part of me that is my best kept secret. You are the pendulum that gives me momentum when I stand alone. You are my pillars of strength when I fall weak to the cruelties of this world. You are my well that rejuvenates without expectation of repayment. You are my shield and serve as my coat of arms. You are my groundwork that unmistakably functions as my support more than anything.
You hold a part of me that no other man nor woman will ever be capable of understanding or care to recognize. You hold a part of me that accepts with open arms. You hold a part of me that knows only you I can really console in. For I am in you and you are in me. You are the essential in me with love, first and foremost.
Wednesday, September 2, 2009
Farewell to you from me.
Disclaimer: I never use names for my writing but this one's for you Pou. Always here.
You whispered your farewell through an unexpected phone call. A virtuous man in so many ways. The ink of my pen and the lines of my blank are not enough to tell all that you were and all that you will always be. I will give what is left. From long ago I have admired your spirit. Let me share my unspoken, unwritten, and untold words. From as far back as my memory can go, this is my token of love for you. When I was 1 you carried me, that is how I knew life. When I was 2 you held my hand, that is how I knew love. When I was 3 you laughed at me, that is how I knew humor. When I was 4 you tied my shoes, that is how I knew safety. When I was 5 you bought me shoes, that is how I knew balance. When I was 6 you introduced me to music, that is how I knew rhythm. When I was 7 you watched me ride a bike, that is how I learned support. When I was 8 you drove me around, that is how I learned security. When I was 9 I realized how often you weren't around, that is how I learned passion. When I was 10 I thought there was nothing left to learn. When I was 11 you got married, that is how I learned independent. When I was 12 you had your first born and, to me your circle of life was complete. When I was 13 your daughter became my first born, that is how I learned to nurture. When I was 14 I left to say your final goodbye to grandpa, that is how I learned heartache. When I was 15 I realized your sister was my best friend not you, that is how I learned custom. When I was 16 you gave me the greatest gift, that is how I learned genuine. When I was 17 the sparkle of your eye became an angel, that is how I learned faith. When I was 18 I became familiar with the term "keep on truck'n", that is how I learned endurance. When I was 19 it was my turn to drive you around, that is how I learned exchange. When I was 20 I realized that I had known you for half of your lifetime, that is how I learned appreciation. When I was 21 you celebrated with me that is how I learned joy. When I was 22 I realized that you were close to perfect that is how i learned stamina. Now that I am 23 you have left me, that is how I learned reality. Similar to your spirit I write with a smile because that is what you will be most remembered for. My guiding light, thank you for you sharing a lifetime of love. You always did look nice in white. Simply put for my simply the best brother and best friend a sister could ask for.
You whispered your farewell through an unexpected phone call. A virtuous man in so many ways. The ink of my pen and the lines of my blank are not enough to tell all that you were and all that you will always be. I will give what is left. From long ago I have admired your spirit. Let me share my unspoken, unwritten, and untold words. From as far back as my memory can go, this is my token of love for you. When I was 1 you carried me, that is how I knew life. When I was 2 you held my hand, that is how I knew love. When I was 3 you laughed at me, that is how I knew humor. When I was 4 you tied my shoes, that is how I knew safety. When I was 5 you bought me shoes, that is how I knew balance. When I was 6 you introduced me to music, that is how I knew rhythm. When I was 7 you watched me ride a bike, that is how I learned support. When I was 8 you drove me around, that is how I learned security. When I was 9 I realized how often you weren't around, that is how I learned passion. When I was 10 I thought there was nothing left to learn. When I was 11 you got married, that is how I learned independent. When I was 12 you had your first born and, to me your circle of life was complete. When I was 13 your daughter became my first born, that is how I learned to nurture. When I was 14 I left to say your final goodbye to grandpa, that is how I learned heartache. When I was 15 I realized your sister was my best friend not you, that is how I learned custom. When I was 16 you gave me the greatest gift, that is how I learned genuine. When I was 17 the sparkle of your eye became an angel, that is how I learned faith. When I was 18 I became familiar with the term "keep on truck'n", that is how I learned endurance. When I was 19 it was my turn to drive you around, that is how I learned exchange. When I was 20 I realized that I had known you for half of your lifetime, that is how I learned appreciation. When I was 21 you celebrated with me that is how I learned joy. When I was 22 I realized that you were close to perfect that is how i learned stamina. Now that I am 23 you have left me, that is how I learned reality. Similar to your spirit I write with a smile because that is what you will be most remembered for. My guiding light, thank you for you sharing a lifetime of love. You always did look nice in white. Simply put for my simply the best brother and best friend a sister could ask for.
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
You will always be dear to me.
Sweetest Thing
The sweetest thing I've ever known, was like the kiss on a collar bone. Soft caress of happiness.
It is possible to love an absent lover with fiery passion flames of yesteryear. In all honesty true love never dies. From the first day we met to our current state I look at you with nothing less than what has, what is, and what will always be. My hope is that you too reciprocate, in the utmost highest regard to a woman who was created especially just for you. When we began our journey as lovers our hearts fluttered hurriedly with beats of fascination and infatuation. Intricate details of dress were crucial at this stage of our desire.What seemed in the beginning as shallow but calm waters quickly plummeted into tussled but rapid waves equivalent to that of the deepest of all oceans. Our connection became unfathomable. That is right deep. We continued to flow with laws of irresistibly and boy were we gone. Gone as in take my hand, hold my heart, and never let go. As brilliant as our minds are, neither one of us could foresee the travel that was put before us. Hand in hand we overcame hurdles of insufficiency, lies, betrayal, and injustices all the like. With the humility you heart was blessed with you were able to confess, listen, and console. Your pure gifts will be held in a sacred part of me. I hoped to compensate for your unveiled appreciation by contributing the best way I knew how. My forgiving complexes of sharing and healing words I believe generated a sense of immortal love between us mortal beings. To mankind our physical figures are ordinary but our hearts construe extraordinary. Shaped like a diamond and true to crystal form the preservation of everlasting love is sealed.
The sweetest thing I've ever known, was like the kiss on a collar bone. Soft caress of happiness.
It is possible to love an absent lover with fiery passion flames of yesteryear. In all honesty true love never dies. From the first day we met to our current state I look at you with nothing less than what has, what is, and what will always be. My hope is that you too reciprocate, in the utmost highest regard to a woman who was created especially just for you. When we began our journey as lovers our hearts fluttered hurriedly with beats of fascination and infatuation. Intricate details of dress were crucial at this stage of our desire.What seemed in the beginning as shallow but calm waters quickly plummeted into tussled but rapid waves equivalent to that of the deepest of all oceans. Our connection became unfathomable. That is right deep. We continued to flow with laws of irresistibly and boy were we gone. Gone as in take my hand, hold my heart, and never let go. As brilliant as our minds are, neither one of us could foresee the travel that was put before us. Hand in hand we overcame hurdles of insufficiency, lies, betrayal, and injustices all the like. With the humility you heart was blessed with you were able to confess, listen, and console. Your pure gifts will be held in a sacred part of me. I hoped to compensate for your unveiled appreciation by contributing the best way I knew how. My forgiving complexes of sharing and healing words I believe generated a sense of immortal love between us mortal beings. To mankind our physical figures are ordinary but our hearts construe extraordinary. Shaped like a diamond and true to crystal form the preservation of everlasting love is sealed.
Sunday, May 31, 2009
When asked to define LOVE
Love
So many people use your name in vain. For better or worse I will choose you first.
To share is to love me. Synchronized mobility in the truest forms of spiritual,emotional, and physical enrichment. Impossible to research attainable only by blind devotion. Heart wrenching, soul shaking, mind staggering, body defying extremes are inevitable signs of my uncompromisable surrender to you. There are no manuals,brochures, or how- to guides to draw such heavily devoured sentiments out of my psyche.It is rather simple to love me actually. Talk to me, not at me. Listen when I am hurt. Lend me a shoulder when I cry, even if it is more times than you can count on both of your hands. Laugh uncontrollably when I make a mistake. Do not be afraid to mimic the verbosity of my ridiculous outbursts. Sing to make me beautiful because I am. Dance to the tunes of smooth operating love lullabies composed deep within my Tongan roots. Dare to taste the endless wonders of the many personalities I inhibit. I am blessed because of this and so are those you subscribe to the genuineness of my soul. Believe in my passions because my heart has never lied nor will it ever. Trust in me. Period. As you should know unfaithfulness is a foreign policy and will never be a part of my originality. Care for me in sickness as in health, because we both hold the Covenant to the most elevated plank ever known to mankind. Dream with your eyes open because the moment you blink; the reality of me and you in accordance to everyone else never in the history of time existed. Last but definitely not least live everyday to the full extent of the promise you swore the day you laid eyes on me. Unknowingly comprehending my stance of a gut throttling four letter word is power. Power to decipher, disagree, disprove, and discharge my oath to an invisible and intangible yet concrete confinement of the noun LOVE.
So many people use your name in vain. For better or worse I will choose you first.
To share is to love me. Synchronized mobility in the truest forms of spiritual,emotional, and physical enrichment. Impossible to research attainable only by blind devotion. Heart wrenching, soul shaking, mind staggering, body defying extremes are inevitable signs of my uncompromisable surrender to you. There are no manuals,brochures, or how- to guides to draw such heavily devoured sentiments out of my psyche.It is rather simple to love me actually. Talk to me, not at me. Listen when I am hurt. Lend me a shoulder when I cry, even if it is more times than you can count on both of your hands. Laugh uncontrollably when I make a mistake. Do not be afraid to mimic the verbosity of my ridiculous outbursts. Sing to make me beautiful because I am. Dance to the tunes of smooth operating love lullabies composed deep within my Tongan roots. Dare to taste the endless wonders of the many personalities I inhibit. I am blessed because of this and so are those you subscribe to the genuineness of my soul. Believe in my passions because my heart has never lied nor will it ever. Trust in me. Period. As you should know unfaithfulness is a foreign policy and will never be a part of my originality. Care for me in sickness as in health, because we both hold the Covenant to the most elevated plank ever known to mankind. Dream with your eyes open because the moment you blink; the reality of me and you in accordance to everyone else never in the history of time existed. Last but definitely not least live everyday to the full extent of the promise you swore the day you laid eyes on me. Unknowingly comprehending my stance of a gut throttling four letter word is power. Power to decipher, disagree, disprove, and discharge my oath to an invisible and intangible yet concrete confinement of the noun LOVE.
Thursday, April 30, 2009
love is friendship
count on me
through thick and thin. a friendship that will never end. when you are weak i will be strong.
When we fell in love forever became your name. Certainty, stability,assurance, and dependability are some of the things you granted me. If I was your dream than you became my reality. The most alarming loss of the most tightly threaded relationship an uncle and niece could ever weave became the reason we resurfaced. Snatched away from me like a thief in the night, I reached an all time low. It had been a thirteen year drought since I've felt my heart ache with such immeasurable pain. You kept me sane when my world came crashing right before my very eyes. We had already said our goodbye's but never once did you question why we started at hello again. You willingly held out your hand and offered to cry with me. I interpreted that as you holding me with all of your might. You continued to take me to unbearable heights with the sound of your soothing voice. Your serene heartfelt words of sympathy served as my security. Your continued guidance hit me below the surface of my flesh. You effortlessly gave your all and promised to never let go. We became so close that when I closed my eyes at night, I felt yours close with mine. In the midst of tragedy you revived our passion for each other and we continued to be submerged in ecstasy. Your friendship goes far beyond the eye can see. Translation of your deep admiration for me is that friendships is love. So therefore my loyalty will remain hopelessly devoted to you.
through thick and thin. a friendship that will never end. when you are weak i will be strong.
When we fell in love forever became your name. Certainty, stability,assurance, and dependability are some of the things you granted me. If I was your dream than you became my reality. The most alarming loss of the most tightly threaded relationship an uncle and niece could ever weave became the reason we resurfaced. Snatched away from me like a thief in the night, I reached an all time low. It had been a thirteen year drought since I've felt my heart ache with such immeasurable pain. You kept me sane when my world came crashing right before my very eyes. We had already said our goodbye's but never once did you question why we started at hello again. You willingly held out your hand and offered to cry with me. I interpreted that as you holding me with all of your might. You continued to take me to unbearable heights with the sound of your soothing voice. Your serene heartfelt words of sympathy served as my security. Your continued guidance hit me below the surface of my flesh. You effortlessly gave your all and promised to never let go. We became so close that when I closed my eyes at night, I felt yours close with mine. In the midst of tragedy you revived our passion for each other and we continued to be submerged in ecstasy. Your friendship goes far beyond the eye can see. Translation of your deep admiration for me is that friendships is love. So therefore my loyalty will remain hopelessly devoted to you.
Friday, March 27, 2009
I invite you to watch, smell, taste, and feel my love story
Soul Sista
what is deep? it's deeper than deep. so concrete can't hold it.hearts filled righteously.
Once upon a time you told me you would make me the happiest girl in the world. When I met you I saw my future. You became my future and I became yours. I prayed for you to come along for a very long time. You dreamed of meeting me for a very long time. We found each other and we were happy. No, you were ecstatic. I was beyond the point of no return. I lost myself in us. I wanted too. You were everything I ever wanted to feel, touch, taste, smell. I was your everything in general, if i am not mistaken. Your practicality, your realism, my imagination, my composure, our faith, was the condensation of perfection when young Polynesian souls are at one with each other. Yes maybe now you will believe that my declaration of love for you was just as if not stronger than your love for me. Your so young you would tell me. Your so wise I remember thinking. I never doubted anything you stood for.Yet you still tested the depths of how far I could for you. The inability to perform I believe made you question the woman you were in falling in love with. I vowed time and time again that I could be whatever it is you wanted me to be. Out of the ordinary, out of my range, out of character to be so submissive.Frivolous encounters with beings who held no significance caused friction and unnecessary confusion. It was time to let go and it was you who I highhandedly choose. I was the happiest girl in the world, once upon a time.
what is deep? it's deeper than deep. so concrete can't hold it.hearts filled righteously.
Once upon a time you told me you would make me the happiest girl in the world. When I met you I saw my future. You became my future and I became yours. I prayed for you to come along for a very long time. You dreamed of meeting me for a very long time. We found each other and we were happy. No, you were ecstatic. I was beyond the point of no return. I lost myself in us. I wanted too. You were everything I ever wanted to feel, touch, taste, smell. I was your everything in general, if i am not mistaken. Your practicality, your realism, my imagination, my composure, our faith, was the condensation of perfection when young Polynesian souls are at one with each other. Yes maybe now you will believe that my declaration of love for you was just as if not stronger than your love for me. Your so young you would tell me. Your so wise I remember thinking. I never doubted anything you stood for.Yet you still tested the depths of how far I could for you. The inability to perform I believe made you question the woman you were in falling in love with. I vowed time and time again that I could be whatever it is you wanted me to be. Out of the ordinary, out of my range, out of character to be so submissive.Frivolous encounters with beings who held no significance caused friction and unnecessary confusion. It was time to let go and it was you who I highhandedly choose. I was the happiest girl in the world, once upon a time.
Friday, March 20, 2009
we became i
Just me & you
I knew when I met you were special cause no ordinary love would make me feel this way
My heart misses you. My mind doesn’t. I still think of you close to frequently. They say you never really get over the love of your first love. I testify to that, at least now I do. Often I gaze into the night sky wondering how you are. Do you do the same? Dreaming makes me feel close to you. The only time I do feel close to you. Pictures don’t do me any justice. They just make me sad. The tears irritate me and I fall weak. The image of you hurts me but not the way that I imagined. The real kind of hurt. The kind of hurt I never envisioned I would fall victim to. I deserve cruelty? Don’t worry about it you use to say to me. I will be thinking of you way longer than you could ever think about me you would say. You’re my dream girl you would say. You’re the only one I love you would say. I’m not going to call you beautiful. I’m going to call you love you would say. I told him you were going to have my babies you would say. I promise you’re the only for me you would say. Just to say…maybe that’s all you meant. Just to say…maybe that’s how you wanted it. I’m waiting on you remember? You would say. When would you do? Could you do? Weak. Vulnerable. Used. Those were not your intentions I’m sure. Why I still feel like I can have you I’m not sure. Why I still believe in forever after with you. I’m not sure. Me and You could make the world jealous I would say. Me and you against the world you would say.
I knew when I met you were special cause no ordinary love would make me feel this way
My heart misses you. My mind doesn’t. I still think of you close to frequently. They say you never really get over the love of your first love. I testify to that, at least now I do. Often I gaze into the night sky wondering how you are. Do you do the same? Dreaming makes me feel close to you. The only time I do feel close to you. Pictures don’t do me any justice. They just make me sad. The tears irritate me and I fall weak. The image of you hurts me but not the way that I imagined. The real kind of hurt. The kind of hurt I never envisioned I would fall victim to. I deserve cruelty? Don’t worry about it you use to say to me. I will be thinking of you way longer than you could ever think about me you would say. You’re my dream girl you would say. You’re the only one I love you would say. I’m not going to call you beautiful. I’m going to call you love you would say. I told him you were going to have my babies you would say. I promise you’re the only for me you would say. Just to say…maybe that’s all you meant. Just to say…maybe that’s how you wanted it. I’m waiting on you remember? You would say. When would you do? Could you do? Weak. Vulnerable. Used. Those were not your intentions I’m sure. Why I still feel like I can have you I’m not sure. Why I still believe in forever after with you. I’m not sure. Me and You could make the world jealous I would say. Me and you against the world you would say.
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