love is stronger than pride.

Love is stronger than pride.
I won't pretend that I intend to stop living. I won't pretend I'm good at forgiving. But I can't hate you, although I have tried. I still really really love you. Love is stronger than pride.Sitting here wasting my time would be like waiting for the sun to rise. It's all to clear things come and go. Sitting here waiting for you would be like waiting for winter. There may even be snow.I still really really love you. Love is stronger than pride.I touch your hands and my heart grows strong like a pair of birds that burst with song. My eyes look down at your lovely face. I hold a world in my embrace. Younger than springtime.Softer than the winds of June, are the lips you gave me. Gayer than laughter, are you sweeter than music? Are you angel and lover? Heaven and earth? Are you to me? As your youth invades my arms and fills my youth. Am I with you? As you are with me?



You came to me as my young spring love that blossomed into my summer sunset. Spontaneous surprise not only for you but for me as well. Your confident saunter, your polite words, and your charming character all encapsulated within one encounter. Two souls embark on the same journey in one night. They say love arrives at the most unexpected times.Perhaps this was our calling, wait I know this was our calling.
A typical spring day for the both of us on our routine protocol to say the least. United in a room of mutual beings that had little if close to no similarities. Familiar to your kind you acted accordingly in a nonchalant manner. In true matching fashion indeed I followed through. Your kind gestures prompted so much more than I was willing to give. We found ourselves next to one another in one what seemed under a blink of an eye. We exchanged small words of acknowledgement and continued to carry on. Before the night was over we found each other once more. I gave you a kiss, you asked for another. This was the beginning of you and I.


Our playful messages converged us on an intimate level. We met, held hands, and began to explore love together. Quickly we fell into one another. Never once did we think to stop and take a breather. At this point in any relation we would have been declared criminal for even provoking such logic. So we didn't but what we did was US. You breathed me from morning to night I lived you from dusk until dawn. Perfection on so many levels, the human eye could never detect a flaw. Flawless together. We experienced the highest of the high and the lowest of the low in record time. We loved to let go, we let go in order to love. You are love to me as I am love to you. Together we love for all time and one day for all eternity.

Love is love.

Picture our Love PART DEUX

Piece of Mind
I've got to find a piece of mind. This is the voice in your head that says when you try to get a piece of mind. He says it's impossible but I know it's possible. He says there's no way without him, please help me forget about him. He takes all my energy trapped in a memory constantly holding me. I need to tell you all the pain that he's caused. I need to tell you because I'm undone. He says it's impossible but I know it's possible. To finally be in love and know the real meaning of a lasting relationship not based on ownership. I trust every part of you because all that you say you do. You love me despite myself. Sometimes I fight myself. I just can't believe that you would have anything to do with someone so insecure and so immature. You inspire me to be a higher me. You made my desire pure. Just tell me what to say. I can't find the words to say. Please don't be mad with me. All I've known is gone. I don't want to walk with you, how do I talk to you? Touch my mouth with your hands. I want to understand the meaning of of your embrace. I know now I have to face my temptations of my past. Please don't let me disgrace. Where devotion lays now that I know the truth. Now that is no excuse keeping me from your love. What I was thinking of? Holding me from your love what was I thinking of? You are my piece of mind, that old me is left behind. He says it's impossible but I know it is possible. He says it's improbable but i know it's tangible. He says it's not graspable but I know it's have able. Please come free my mind. I know it's possible. You are my piece of mind.


Our love set sail in the most transclusent shores. It has been some time and the winds have picked up speed enough to to make the sky cry thunder. The uncalming sea has no mercy. Due to the severity of our travel the ferocious storm has disjointed us.The most violent of all tales the sea mimics our emotions. You have become one with the ocean and I have become one with the voyager. You leave me tornmented, bruised, and unrecognizable. You have literally exhausted every emotion known and uknown to human. My battered image strengthens your every hit. Relentlessly you come and you go. When will you let me rest? Your cry is heard through your every hit. The affliction of your non merciful waves mimic that there of your words, your lips, and your eyes mean nothing and no more to me. You are a character of the night who has fallen victim to the work of the devil. Your soul has been taken. Your stubborn dictatorship leaves us both lifeless with nothing or nobody to cling to. No lifeboat or life jacket to promise a return to shore with the guarantee of life.

The storm has passed and now the tide is low. We have finally came to rest, the ocean and the voyager. On deck through the mist appears a shadow. It is my soul leaving her voyager to look for life. She blankly stares and calls for help. Her voice falls deaf to those who can hear and invisible amongst those who can see. Her stance is rigid but manages to stabilize her balance. She has now reached the shore. Another shadow emerges in the fog, a young man with eyes nobody could forget. He lends a helping hand and without hesitation she puts her hand in his. The two souls leave hand in hand, interlocked. Can it be? You and Me? The sun is on the rise once again.

Alright

ALRIGHT
That's alright we may have a misunderstanding that's okay. Because I am your girl and you are my man, and that's just fine. Your touch drives me wild, we'll be alright. All we have to do is talk just for a while. We'll be alright. If we don't see eye to eye at least we know we tried. We've been through to much to let all the things get in the middle of it. We've climbed to high to fall, so let's talk about it. If we disagree than we might as well forget about it.In the end you will always love me and I will always love you.


Forever that is the name of our love. Forever, however is a long time. Forever that is how long we will remember one another. Forever that is how much we love one another. Forever that is how long will keep one another. Forever that is your fragrance for one another.Forever that is how many times we pray for one another. Forever that is how far deep we choose to be with one another. Forever that is our destination for one another. Forever that is how it will always be for one another. Forever that is the only sure way never to forget one another. Forever is your first name and Ever is my last name. Forever and Ever.

Sacrifice

I use to love him but now I don't

As I look at what I've done. The type of life that I've lived how many things I pray the father will forgive. One situation involved a young man. He was the ocean and I was the sand. He stole my heart like a thief in the night, dulled my senses, and blurred my sight. I use to love him but now I don't. I chose a road of passion and pain. Sacrificed to much and waited in vain. Gave up my power ceased being Queen. Addicted to love like a drug of a fiend. Torn and confused, wasted and used, reached the crossroads which path would I choose. Stuck and frustrated I waited debated for something to happen that just wasn't fated. Thought what I wanted was something I needed. When Momma said no then I just should have heeded misled I bled till the poison was gone and out of the darkness arrived the street of dawn. Father you saved me and showed me that life was much more than being some foolish man's wife. Showed me that love was respect and devotion greater than planets deeper than oceans. My soul was weary but now it is replenished content because that part of my life is finished. I see him sometimes and the look in his eyes is one of a man who's lost treasures untold. But my heart is gold. I took back my soul and totally let my creator control the life which was his to begin with. I use to love him but now I don't.

you are the recurring hurt that renders in my heart. you are the spirit that haunts me until you seek your revenge. you can't let me go and you won't let me leave. you are the love that was lost, found, and lost again. you are cold and confined. you are selfish and uncaring. you choose never to dispose yourself of me. I am your reflection when you look in the mirror. I am the hurt that throbs of your pain internally and externally. I am the soul you have captured. I am the prisoner of your love. I am the one you lost yourself in, found yourself in, and lost yourself in again. I am the icebox in which you have conformed into. I am the caregiver you have chosen to neglect. I am the road most traveled on in which your footprints have been imprinted.I am your reflection.

Understand

Are you lonesome tonight
Stranger to my eyes. Are you sorry we drifted apart? Does your memory stray to a brighter sunny day when you kissed me and called me your sweetheart? Is your heart filled with pain? Shall I come back again? You know someone once told me that the world was one big stage and each of us play a part.Fate had me playing in love as your sweetheart. Act one is where we met. Youloved me at first glance Your read your lines so cleverly and never missed a que. Then came act two you seemed to change and acted strange. Why I'll never know. Hone you lied when you said you loved me and I had no cause to doubt you. But I'd rather go on hearing your lies than go on living without you. Now the stage is bare and I'm standing there with emptiness all around. And if you were to back to me then make them bring the curtain down.


Understand that I love you, loved you, and love you again. Understand that I cared for you,cared for you,and care for you again. Understand that you betrayed me. Understand that you deceived me. Understand me. Understand that it is an unsettling ache that will never heal, perhaps in this case time will be the best judgment. Understand that we had our time and for all one knows there may be another time, perhaps in this case time will be the best judgment. Understand that with each return you recondition the unwanted and the unnecessary vessels that are irrelevant for the heart to function. Understand that the seams of yesterday come undone and the sting hurts all over again. Fresh to me flesh. Fresh to death. Suicide wrist red if you will. Understand that your voice skips straight to my last nerve and slits the unavoidable veins that trigger agony, misery, and pain. Understand that your touch awakens my heart. Understand that your presence is unbearable. Understand me.

I understand the love in you. I understand the care in you .Understand that I am walking away from love.

summer love drift

I never dreamed you'd leave in summer
You said you would be here when it rained. I thought you would be here when it rained. I thought you would go then come back home. Why didn't you stay?

My friend, my really good friend. I will miss you. In less than a year we have gone from strangers to life long friends. You have helped emphasized the importance of self will, persistence, and accountability. In less than a year you have graciously welcomed me, supported me, and continuously rewarded me. In less than year you have witnessed me soar to my full potential and willingly offered more than words of encouragement. In a short period of time our relationship has matured and will continue to age beautifully. Imagine, all of this in less than a year. What more of a lifetime? Although our paths may separate I will always remember the wonders of our friendship. The weight of your love surpasses my gratitude note. From the bottom of my heart. My good friend I will miss you, I will always miss you.

Distant Lover

To far apart to bridge the difference but something keeps us hanging on and on. Pretending not know the difference. Denying what we had is gone, every moment were together. It's breaking me down. I know we swore it was forever but it hurts too much to stay around. We were as one for a moment in time and it seemed everlasting that you would always be mine. You will always be a part of indefinitely, and we'll linger on. Time can't erase feeling this strong. You and I will always be.


You wanted to feel loved so I loved you. I wanted to be in love so you loved me. You didn't understand why it had been so hard for me to enunciate such a simple four letter word. You held my face, looked into my eyes, and told me never to shy away. I watched my tear tread down my honey kissed face and trickle on to your rough riveted calloused hands. You caught my tear with the single stroke of your index. Your piercing blues wouldn't allow my sultry browns to hide. There was nowhere for me to run but into your arms. Brushing off your sweet embrace was a sin. As you caressed my face I pillowed my cheek into your palm. We were unified into one pulsating beat slow and steady. My heartbeat came to life and the scent of lust filled the air. I opened my eyes and there you were starring at me with such openness. Ready to comfort, console,and conquer your territory. We caught each other's glance and it was there that words were unnecessary for me to voice why it had been so difficult for me to L O V E. You were so confident and eager to take flight. I vowed to follow your direction as long as you would lead.I handed over all of me right then and there. If you didn't know then at least know you know.

Long after you broke my heart and I forgave. You never saw nor did you hear my long nights of tear soaked love notes I confessed to you in the dark. It was not right but it was ok. My heart beat alone and too a much slower beat. I tried to mend but my heart could not hold true to it's shape. I watched myself morph into an unfamiliar image of what appeared to be a broken girl. I was alone, weak, and discontent. I was walking with my echo and talking with my shadow in replacement of you. You were busy and I felt wrong to intrude. I gave you space and loved you from a distance. If I am not mistaken my sickened state was the opposite of your prime intentions.

Reawakening followed. We refreshed ourselves and reconditioned for a new start. Our passion never failed us as we continued to be fueled and empowered by our love. It wore of a lot sooner than either one of us expected. Back at it again our cycle turned for the worse. I wrote some more and cried even more than before. I still felt your loving presence but it wasn't enough for me to stay. I didn't want your attention anymore so I blindly let you go. We finally reached the unthinkable state. Like Romeo and Juliet we found it impossible to move on without one another. A familiar excerpt comes to mind , " people so seldom say I love you and it's either to late or love goes. So when I tell you I love you it doesn't mean I know you'll never go only that I wish you didn't have to." What is righteous in the beginning will always be righteous in the end. One day you will hold my face in your palms and by then it will be forever. That my love is the very reason I L O V E.